"One ought, every day at least, to hear a little song, read a good poem, see a fine picture
and, if possible, speak a few reasonable words." ~Goethe

~ also, if possible, to dwell in "a house where all's accustomed, ceremonious." ~Yeats

Thursday, May 28, 2020

The Essential Sincerity of Falsehood

TRUE ~ FALSE
ACCUSTOMED, CEREMONIOUS

As heaven and earth are not afraid,
and never suffer loss or harm,
Even so, my spirit, be not afraid. . . .

As truth and falsehood have no fear,
nor ever suffer loss or harm,
Even so, my spirit, be not afraid.

~ paintings by Leonard Orr ~
~ poetry from the Atharva Veda * ~


"For there is no lie that contains no part of truth."
Tennessee Williams 1911 – 1983
from "The Summer Belvedere" **

Over the past few years, I have attempted to define modernism (In A Handful of Dust) to sketch a profile of the Heroine of Sensibility, and to trace the concept of human emotion as a constant quantity, perpetually Advancing & Receding -- all by analyzing the primary texts of modern literature. In this post I apply the same strategy to a related theme: the endless tension between truth and falsehood, virtue and vice. Does one advance as the other recedes, or do they always co-exist, two sides of the same moon or the same medal? The following passages -- from fiction, poetry, and prose -- reveal the views of several modern authors:

“I was made to look at the convention that lurks in all truth and on the essential sincerity of falsehood. He appealed to all sides at once — to the side turned perpetually to the light of day, and to that side of us which, like the other hemisphere of the moon, exists stealthily in perpetual darkness, with only a fearful ashy light falling at times on the edge.”
Joseph Conrad (1857 – 1924)
from Lord Jim (emphasis added)


"No themes are so human as those that reflect for us, out of the confusion of life, the close connection of bliss and bale, of the things that help with the things that hurt, so dangling before us forever that bright hard medal, of so strange an alloy, one face of which is somebody's right and ease and the other somebody's pain and wrong."
Henry James (1843 – 1916)
from the "Preface" to What Maisie Knew


"The speaking subject is not, however, identical with the subjectivity of the author as an actual historical person; it corresponds, rather, to a very limited and special aspect of the author's total subjectivity; it is, so to speak, that 'part' of the author which specifies or determines verbal meaning. This distinction is quite apparent in the case of a lie. When I wish to deceive, my secret awareness that I am lying is irrelevant to the verbal meaning of my utterance. The only correct construction of my lie is, paradoxically, to view it as being a true statement, since this is the only correct construction of my 'verbal intention.' Indeed, it is only when my listener has understood my meaning (presented as true) that he can judge it to be a lie. Since I adopted a truth - telling stance, the verbal meaning of my utterance would be precisely the same, whether I was deliberately lying or suffering from the erroneous conviction that my statement was true."
E. D. Hirsh, Jr. (b 1928)
from his essay "Objective Interpretation" (1114 - 1115)

"Nothing is simple.
Every wrong done has a certain justice in it,
and every good deed has dregs of evil."

H. G. Wells (1866 – 1946)
from Tono - Bungay, 226


"There is so much truth in all different sides of things."
Ivy Compton - Burnett (1884 – 1969)
from Manservant and Maidservant (133)


"To Sir Edgar it confirmed his view that in the Divine Order
every vice - even Clun's arrogance - had its virtuous purpose."

Angus Wilson (1913 – 1991)
from Anglo - Saxon Attitudes (324)


"The negative trait that you might dislike in a loved one is
quite probably the flip - side of a positive trait that you admire."

Summarized from the work of Harriet Lerner (b 1944)
see Dance of Anger & Dance of Intimacy

The Essential Stupidity of Courage?
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As truth and falsehood have no fear

*A Charm Against Fear

As heaven and earth are not afraid,
and never suffer loss or harm,
Even so, my spirit, be not afraid.

As day and night are not afraid,
nor ever suffer loss or harm,
Even so, my spirit, be not afraid.

As sun and moon are not afraid,
nor ever suffer loss or harm,
Even so my spirit, be not afraid.

As truth and falsehood have no fear,
nor ever suffer loss or harm,
Even so, my spirit, be not afraid.

As what has been and what shall be fear not,
nor ever suffer loss or harm,
Even so, my spirit, be not afraid.


Book 2, Hymn XV, from the Atharva Veda
composed 1200 BC ~ 1000 BC

For there is no lie that contains no part of truth.
**The Summer Belvedere
I

Such icy wounds the city people bear
beneath brown coats enveloping withered members!
I don't want to know of mutilations

nor witness the long-drawn evening debarkation
of warm and liquid cargoes in torn wrappings
the ships of mercy carry back from war.

We live on cliffs above such moaning waters!

Our eyeballs are starred by the vision of burning cities,
our eardrums shattered by cannon.
A blast of the dying,
a thunder of people who cannot catch their breath

is caught in the mortar and molded into the walls.

And I, obsessed with a dread of things corroded,
of rasping faucets, of channels that labor to flow
have no desire to know of morbid tissues,
of cells that begin prodigiously to flower.

There is an hour in which disease will be known
as more than occasion for some dim relative's sorrow.
But still the watcher within my soundless country
assures the pendulum duties of the heart
and asks no reason but keeps a faithful watch

as I keep mine from the height of the belvedere!

And though no eyrie is sacred to wind entirely,
a wall of twigs can build a kind of summer.

II
I asked my kindest friend to guard my sleep.

I said to him, Give me the motionless thicket of summer,
the velvety cul-de-sac, and quiet the drummer.

I said to him, Brush my forehead with a feather,
not with an eagle's feather, nor with a sparrow's,
but with the shadowy feather of an owl.

I said to him, Come to me dressed in a cloak and a cowl,
and bearing a candle whose flame is very still.

Our belvedere looks over a bramble hill.

I said to him, Give me the cool white kernel of summer,
the windless terminal of it, and calm the drummer!

I said to him, Tell the drummer
the rebels have crossed the river and no one is here
but John with the broken drumstick and half-wit Peg
who shot spitballs at the moon from the belvedere.

Tell the feverish drummer no man is here.
But what if he doesn't believe me?
Give him proof!
For there is no lie that contains no part of truth.

And then, with the sort of courage that comes with fever,
the body becoming sticks that blossom with flame,
the flame for a while obscuring what it consumes,
I twisted and craned to peer in the loftier room--

I saw the visitor there, and him I knew
as my waiting ghost.

The belvedere was blue.

III
I said to my kindest friend, The time has come
to hold what is agitated and make it still.

I said to him, Fold your hands upon the drum.

Permit no kind of sudden or sharp disturbance
but move about you constantly, keeping the guard
with fingers whose touch is narcotic, brushing the walls
to quiet the shuddering in them,
drawing your sleeves across the hostile mirrors
and cupping your palms to breathe upon the glass.

After a while anxiety will pass.

The time has come, I said, for purification.

Rub out the lewd inscriptions on the walls,
remove the prisoners' names and maledictions,
for lack of faith has left impurities here,

and whisper faith to the summer belvedere.

Draw back the kites of hysteria from the sky,
those struggling fish draw back from their breathless pool,
and whisper assurances cool
to the watchful corners, and whisper sleep and sleep
along the treads of the stairs, and up the stairwell,

clear to the belvedere, yes, clear up there, where giggling John
stood up in his onionskin of adolescence
to shoot spitballs at the moon from the captain's walk.

And then, at the last, he said, What shall I do?
The sweetest of treasons, I told him. Lean toward my listening ear
and whisper the long word to me,
the longest of all words to me,
the word that divides the sky from the belvedere.


by Tennessee Williams (1911 - 1983)
American Playwright
Twice awarded the Pulitzer Prize for Drama
Twice awarded the New York Drama Critics' Circle Award

Sunday, May 10, 2020

Window With a Mother's Face

A FEW DAYS EARLY THIS WEEK
IN HONOR OF MOTHER'S DAY
WHERE ALL'S ACCUSTOMED, CEREMONIOUS



Above: Sorting through reams of musty old family papers and keepsakes, I came across this lovely collection of vintage Mother's Day cards, most of which were given to my grandmother from my mom, during the 1940s, 50s, and 60s.

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Below: I also came across pages 4 - 7 of a brittle typed manuscript for a Mother's Day Pantomime, featuring Some Mothers of Today, complete with stage directions for the coming and going of various mothers and a supporting cast for acting out each poem:

"Window with a mother's face.
Have a lattice window where the mother can
leave and come forth to greet her children."

The whereabouts of pages 1 - 3 remain a mystery, but on the back of page 7, my mother has written: "Found in Mama's cherished papers." My best guess is that my mom added this notation in 1966, when my grandmother died. However, it is unclear whether or not my mom knew why my grandmother cherished this manuscript. Was it perhaps part of a school play, church program, or community entertainment in which she participated?

Amidst all the unknowns, one thing seems certain: Mother's Day was indeed a well observed event in my grandmother's day. After admiring her treasure trove of cards, I was able to track down most of the poems and lyrics referred to in the text of her presentation:

On page 4:
The Old Arm - Chair
by Eliza Cook - 1818-1889
"Would ye learn the spell? a mother sat there,
And a sacred thing is that old arm-chair.
In childhood’s hour I linger’d near
The hallow’d seat with list’ning ear . . . "


and:
A Thread of Hair
by Christopher Bannister

"I knew her when her locks were golden.
And here, night afternight,
Over this ol dwork basket,
I saw them change to white . . . "


On page 5:
Revery: An Old Picture
Oliver Marble

"The change and strife of later life,
The years that leave me gray.
Have taken, too, that pictured view;
But cannot take away
The memory so dear to me . . . "


On page 6:
A Mother's Song
by Mary Frances Butts

"Mother, crooning soft and low,
Let not all thy fancies go,
Like swift birds, to the blue skies
Of thy darling's happy eyes . . . "


and:
A Mother’s Love
Caroline Elizabeth Sarah (Sheridan) Norton (1808–1877)

"The mother looketh from her latticed pane—
Her Children’s voices echoing sweet and clear:
With merry leap and bound her side they gain,
Offering their wild field-flow’rets: all are dear . . ."


On page 7:
The Goodest Mother
Anonymous

"But here was a comfort. Children dear,
Think what a comfort you might give
To the very best friend you have here,
The Lady fair in whose house you live . . . "
and:
Old Mothers
Charles S. Ross

"A knowledge in their deep unfaltering eyes
That far out reaches all philosophy,
Time, with caressing touch,about them weaves . . . "

Plus, recommended songs:
When You and I Were Young, Maggie
sung by John McDermott

Silver Threads Among the Gold
sung by Foster & Allen

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I wish I knew more about my grandmother's role in this "Five Mothers Pantomime." Was she coaching the local drama students? Was she the Stage Manager, narrating the production in manner of Our Town? Or was she perhaps the editor, paging through the sentimental favorites of the day? I like to think of her making the connections, choosing each poem with care, and weaving them together into an effective sequence -- for me to read on Mother's Day, a hundred or so years later.

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Friday, May 1, 2020

Mayday Mayday

A BRIEF DELAY THIS WEEK
IN ORDER TO OBSERVE MAY DAY
WHERE ALL'S ACCUSTOMED, CEREMONIOUS

In times of international distress . . .


"Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world.
All things break, and all things can be mended.
Not with time, as they say, but with intention.
So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally.
The broken world waits in darkness for the light that is you."


~ L.R. Knost ~


Smack dab in the tentative middle of a pandemic, May Day falls this year on a Friday, not a Sunday. However, the sun is shining for the first time in three days, and the following lines from Yury Olesha's novel Envy seem perfect for the occasion:

". . . on a Sunday in May, on one of those Sunday's
of which no more than ten are enumerated
in the monuments of meteorological science,
on a Sunday, when the breeze was so nice and caressing
that one felt like tying a blue ribbon around it . . . "
(61)

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With it's focus on life and work in a Moscow sausage factory,
perhaps this poetic, satiric novel is even more fitting if you
are one to observe a traditional Soviet May Day.

See Envy (1927)
By Yuri Olesha (1899 - 1960)
Translated ~ T. S. Berczynski

Olesha's lovely description of a perfect day in May reminds me of that uplifting yet bittersweet song from the musical Oliver. In both the novel and the song, the day is oh so rare -- Olesha says "no more than ten" and Oliver says "it could not happen twice" -- and tied up with a ribbon, as a priceless gift or perhaps for safekeeping:
Who Will Buy?

Rose Seller & Strawberry Vendor & Milkmaid:
Who will buy my sweet red roses?
Two blooms for a penny.
Who will buy my sweet red roses?
Two blooms for a penny.

Will you buy any milk today, mistress?
Any milk today, mistress?

Who will buy my sweet red roses?

Any milk today, mistress?

Two blooms for a penny.

Ripe strawberries, ripe!
Ripe strawberries, ripe!

Ripe strawberries, ripe!

Any milk today, mistress?

Who will buy my sweet red roses?


Knife Grinder:
Knives, knives to grind!
Any knives to grind?
Knives, knives to grind!
Any knives to grind?
Who will buy?

Who will buy?
Who will buy?
Who will buy?


Oliver:
Who will buy this wonderful morning?
Such a sky you never did see
Who will tie it up with a ribbon?
And put it in a box for me

So I could see it at my leisure
Whenever things go wrong
And keep it as a treasure
To last my whole life long

Who will buy this wonderful feeling?
I'm so high I swear I could fly
Me oh my, I don't want to lose it
So what am I to do to keep this sky so blue?
There must be someone who will buy.


Oliver & Chorus
Who will buy this wonderful morning?
Such a sky you never did see!
Who will tie it up with a ribbon?
And put it in a box for me

There'll never be a day so sunny
It could not happen twice
Where is the man with all the money?
It's cheap at half the price

Who will buy this wonderful feeling?
I'm so high I swear I could fly
Me oh my, I don't want to lose it
So what am I to do to keep the sky so blue?
There must be someone who will buy


Lyrics & Music by Lionel Bart (1930 - 1999)
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And of course no May Day is complete
without memories of running up
to a kindly neighbor's front door . . .


. . . and leaving a surprise delivery
of freshly picked lilacs from the yard!


Previous May Day Posts
2010
2011
2012
2013
2014
2016
2017
2018
2019
2020

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